Doing everything possible to heal. Morgan willett is sharing more information about her separation from Johnny “Bananas” Devenanzio.
On Sunday, October 3, the 27-year-old Big Brother winner took to Instagram Story to share how she felt while leaving her family vacation in Hawaii, noting that this is “the moment she most feared.”
Willett continued, “I get over it by talking and sharing, that’s how I am. I hope I feel better if I know that what I’m going through will help someone else feel like they’re not alone.” . because the idea of being alone sucks the most. “
The Challenge alum, who started dating Bananas, 39, in 2018 after meeting in season 33, then opened up about the “rough” week she’s been through.
“The person I really loved more than anything else cheated on me and I found out and I had to go. I don’t know what else to say, but it hurts me physically, ”he wrote. “I have been able to distract myself with beautiful beaches and hikes and with my amazing family, but now I have to get back to reality. And if I’m honest, I’m scared. I don’t know when it will stop hurting? When will I stop missing someone? What if I never stop playing things in my head? When I get angry? I don’t want to live my life angry. “
In a second Instagram story, the founder of Move Like Morgan shared a photo from the airport and wrote: “I would do almost anything to be with my mom and dad right now and not go back to Los Angeles.”
Us weekly confirmed the separation of the couple on September 27.
“I’ve always tried my best to be an open book and after seeing everything circulate on the internet, I felt like I should let everyone know that Johnny and I are no longer together,” he said. Ex on the beach alum shared in a statement at the time. “While I feel heartbroken, I am grateful to know the truth. Johnny is someone I loved and respected very much, so I’ll take some time to heal him and process it all. Thank you all for the support and when I am ready to share more, I will. For now, I’m just focused on spending time with my family. “
The seven times Challenge The champion later noted that he will keep the details of the division to himself.
“My thing is that I expose a large part of my private life for everyone to see. I’ve always been an open book when it comes to almost every aspect of my life, but in a situation like this, “the First Look host said in a statement two days later. “This is something I’m really going to keep close to the bracelet. I think we’re both really going through that right now and I wish him all the best and I’ll leave him at that. “